Writers block aka back to school for the last time??????????

Ahoy internet people,
guess who’s back! Yay it is me. YAY (it is yay, right?)

So, the past week was quite difficult to me. No, I didn’t create the new style for the blog. No, I didn’t have a really great time with my friends hanging out in some party. NO.
I WAS WRITING. a personal statement. Because I am a responsible student and I think about my future and…. who am I kidding. I am quite a failure and my PS is soo childish.

me struggling on PS

This is why I had writers block. This statement has squeezed my brains till the last drop. It was one of the most difficult tasks in my entire life. It was so hard to write and not to copycat any other personal statement I had read before. Copying can cause you the place in whole UCAS system ( yes, I’m thinking of UK universities), because if your PS is accurate to other for more than 10% , you are out for sure.  Aaaand that shit is just hard, writing the whole thing, trying to be bright and to stay in a limit of the theme and to put yourself in short sentences.. so if you are going to the UK for your studies, and you are foreigner like me, and you haven’t started writing your personal statement yet, you need a best of luck because that stupid motivation monolog will be the pain in your butt.

this is the most accurate picture on the internet about my goals in life

The nexxttt toping is quite sad for me.

I’m leaving school this year. This September is very last for me, because I am senior this year. Like, WOW, where I have put all of my school years, like are you for real man??? It looks like I’ve just started going to school, and this is what I’m going to do for the rest of my life. OMG I can’t imagine my future after leaving  this whole system. IT is so unknown and a bit scary thing. I have a deep feeling inside me that says ” don’t you worry guuurl, you’ll be back here next yearrr”, but then a reality strikes and I understand that holly shit, this is it. Take it or leave it.

me feeling about school leaving

I’m so childish, I don’t count myself as a responsible adult, I want to be free and jump around and do silly thiiiings. Senior year, that is smashing reality. When did I grow up? like, 12 years from 18 I have spent in school, this is where I spent my 2/3 years of my life. This is where I had not so very first love, first broken heart, a lot of happy moments ( especially in high school/gymnasium. Secondary school was full of bullies and bullying and a lot of crying), a lot of disappointments, this is where I knew what are real people. I SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE STRUGGLING WITH MATH HERE.

And now, *boom* I have to become a responsible  and serious adult within one year. THAT is impossible. I’ll never be serious adult just like Taylor Swift is never ever getting back together with Harry Styles.


So this is it. I’m so thankful to all of you, who are reading this kinda blog. And before saying bye bye, I want to put a quotation from Bryan Adams song “Here I Am”, because it perfectly fits this whole situation with school and stuff.

Here we are we’ve just begun
And after all this time our time has come
Ya here we are still goin’ strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Stay fab fellas, enjoy the moment you live in!!

Domy. xoxooooxxooo



What does my dog say?


So I was thinking a lot what should I write here. And then my dog came to my room barking because it wanted to jump on my bed, but I didn’t let it and hey, I came with an idea to represent my dog to the internet, because, believe me, she is hilarious.

CAM03094So I have an english bulldog. ( haha, I love cats, but I have dog, kinda funny plot twist 😀 )It is a female dog, and her name is Luta. She was born in 2008 April 23rd. Her zodiac sign is Taurus and she is Rat if we count when she was born according to the east zodiac. It may sound stupid, but she is like human and she has stroooooong character.


  • She snores like a big 50-year-old man, or even louder. She snores louder than my dad (that is something, cause my dad does snore really loud). My friends are always making laugh from her when they hear her snoring. Well, they also make laugh from me, because I snore too, and WELL SORRY PEOPLE GENETIC IS CALLING, BETTER SHUT YOUR YEARS DOWN.
  • and she farts like a human. And these farts are reaaaaally stinky. Fun fact is, that she is scared of her own sounds she make form her butt. And my dad’s. Don’t know why, but when she or my dad make a fart, Luta just runs to another room being really scared. We make a guess that it is consequence of the New Year’s fireworks which broke our balconies’ windows 4 years ago.
  • Luta is veeeeeeeery stubborn dog and it drives me nuts. If she doesn’t want to go somewhere, she will take hold in the ground
    stubborn chick

    and go nowhere. And then she’ll give me a glance saying: “why are you dragging me, I ain’t going nowhere, I wanna stand here and make you look like an idiot”. Believe me, I know what I’m saying, I’m living with this dog for 6 years.

  • She likes to sniff all the stinky stuff. And she knows that it makes me crazy. And she even does that on purpose, If I drag her from the standing position, she will go for 5 metres easily, but then she sees some bushes and sniffs it hard with her snoring sounds, and satisfaction comes within her deep nose noises.
  • Sometimes, when we are in our village, she eats chickens poo.
  • She doesn’t like water. When she was a little cutie doggy, she used to have fun in big bowl full of water, but then we took her to the river and she started drowning and from then, she is terrified with water.
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    no photographs, sir

    This dog is not camera’s man.

  • She is very keen on going on a trip with a car. Sometimes when we talk and accidentally say word “važiuoti” (in English all synonyms are cool: go,travel, drive, ride, etc) Luta will run over with her ears saying:” WE’RE GOING SOMEHWERE OH MY GOD TAKE ME WITH YOU”. She looks so sweet with her facial expression like this. Yes, you read right, she has facial expressions.


  • And now about them. Her eyes are like human’s. And she moves her ears to express herself. For example:’Get away from me’ expression: ears pulled up, sarcastic look.
    ‘I was insulted’ expression: ears pulled down, hopeless look
    ‘I don’t like you’ expression: ears in normal position, really sarcastical look
    And a lot of more
    As you can see, she really likes poses of her left side.
  • The worst thing that my dog can do to you is just lick your face till you die.


  • She likes to sleep in the middle of my bed. My bed is not very big, and she practically is taking half of my bed.
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  • Dad habituated her to sit on the armchair together with him while he is watching TV. She is big ass chick and I have no idea how they fit together because I don’t.
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  • Dad also habituated her to eat waffle cone filled with ice-cream. And no matter how silently you open the plastic pack of ice-cream, no matter how quietly you crunch the waffle, she will find you and she will bark on you until you give her that waffle.
    I see that face every time I eat waffles.
  • Also Luta feels your emotions. When you are sad, she will set her bootie against yours and put her head on your knee and be with you. And when you are happy, she is happy too, she comes to me, meets me when I come home, asks me to scratch her back or ass a bit, and is good when we are walking outside.
  • She sleeps for approximately 20 hours per day.
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  • She has a lot of toys, and never plays with them, but nope, we can’t throw them away, because she will be sad and lost and ignore you for the rest of the day.
    Her face after morning cuddling
  • Luta doesn’t like cuddling.
  • And she is on the diet. For 4 years now. Yeah, she had, and still has a lot of health problems, one of the biggest was her stomach, but when she  started eating only dry food (waffles don’t count), she got better and she have never tasted any meat since.
    She is waking up my mom
    She is waking up my mom
  • She likes to wake me up in the mornings. And she does that really cute. She waits when you make a move, and then jump on the bed or just straight on you and will get to your face to see if your eyes are open. If yes, then she will lick you, if no, then she will lay back and sit and wait.
  • I make a guess that my dog is reincarnated cat. Sometimes she purrs when you scratch her ears and she likes to rub her head to people’s legs.
  • She is very very jealous of other pets, because she is very effeminated dog, like a little child Luta doesn’t share attention.
    she was looking at rat this way all the time while I was holding it in my hands

    She likes to be on the spotlight. 1407920633938

  • She likes to watch the surroundings while sitting on the windowsill.

I guess these are the primmest things in her. But I can say that I can’t imagine my life without her. She is 5th member of family, she glues us all, she makes us laugh and happy. That dog is like a gift for us (yeah, 400$ gift from us to us).


that is all for the today. take care of yourselves and your pets if you have some 🙂
Stay fab, shave beard.
Domy, xxx


Bonjour, je suis le table

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Bonjour everyone.

Today is the day when I finally began my 16 weeks long training session. 4 months of non-stopable healthy stuff… things.. I’ve decided that new academic year are perfect to begin with some new challenges for myself, not just “I’M GONNA STUDY HARD THIS YEAR” or “I’ll not eat sweets everyday” and “I won’t spend my pocket moneys on Mondays and starve for the rest of the week”. Naaaah, it’s too easy. I challenged myself TO COMPLETE THAT training session. Which is quite long.

I’ll try this time, I guess.

You ask what is this 4 months training session, is it magical and you become slim as Miranda Kerr? and I’m glad to give you an answer.

inspirational shutff #1
Inspirational shutff #2

I found that training accidentally. Like I came back home from my holiday and I was reading daily news on the internet, and I found  an  article called something like: “Incredible, young lady lost her weight by starting running”, or so. SO I’ve decided to read that story (lithuanians can find that story by clicking here, and maybe other nations can just googletranslate it. IF YOU DARE 😀 ) and after reading it,  I felt like I can go the same way and be fit like her. It is very simple Dutch training session where you run for a couple of minutes and then you walk, and then you run again, and the circle continues for some time. Every week you have longer running time and less walking, so physical activity is increased slightly.

It is very unusual way of run, and it is kinda difficult. BUT I LIKE IT.  I hope that I won’t give up, and after couple of weeks I’ll see the very first results.

On the next part of the this day’s entry I’ll tell you a story about the auto-correct. It is very funny story which has happened on Omegle. ( check the spelling, I know that I wrote down it wrong)

So yesterday I was tiiiired after a kinda workday on garden ( the forth commandment of God: “Keep the sabbath day holy” doesn’t apply to us), and went to the omegle. You know that website, where random people are connected to chat or to face talk each other. AND you know that there are a lot of creeeeepy people ( I think I have already mentioned that almost a year ago).

So I was just chatting, and smiling, and praying that I won’t see any of “unwanted to be seen” body parts that guys do have.
Unfortunately I got into some of them, and I cover my eyes after that terrible and horrifying view, and I didn’t notice that some kinda cute guy was laughing at me. Not long after he wrote that he is not a creeper and I look cute when I’m hiding myself”. I started laughing and so, and we began to chat.
Wel he was a french guy currently living in London, he was 22 years old and had very very blue eyes and he seemed to be pretty normal by then . We continued to chat and I randomly told him that I’m learning french and I can talk freely.  And he started talking in french and I was OMG QUICK TURN THE GOOGLE TRANSLATOR, because my french skills are deep below, lets say, a minimum 6th grader level. (I’m senior now, so you can make conclusions and make guesses if I can learn more this year. I bet that I can not) . And I didn’t want to be a loser and I overestimated my knowledge in that language…

I was gladly surprised that I was having a conversation with one person of that yellow section.

And this is where the awkwardness began.

He wrote me something in french and I translated that sentence into something similar like this ” I didn’t know that lithuanian girls can speak bilingual” or something. And I tried to keep smile on my face while I was writing into google translate the answer, I hoped that it would be translated in a good way. OK, I wrote the answer that I find it ( French language) quite easy, and google translated my sentence more like that: “Je doigt assez facile”.
You can’t imagine how that boy laughed at me when he saw my answer .He laughed so hard that he almost cried. I  was really confused and asked in English what had happened, did I write something bad or something. And he said that my sentence was nasty and I am a very nasty girl. I did ask him what I wrote. And he translated this sentence. And it sounded so horrible. And I was so embarrassed and ashamed, and I wanted to be dead by then. The meaning of fancy french sentence was: “I finger it quite easy”. Like it wasn’t bad enough he turned his camera down to his pants, and I was disguised and I turned off the omegle for real. After some time I did a research why I translated that sentence bad and I realised that my so loveable mac’s autocorrect had ruined it all. But still, thank you autocorrect, you showed me that nasty person before he showed what is really inside his pants

That. Was. The. most. awkward. experience. in. my. entire. life. Thank God, he doesn’t know me in real life, and I won’t face him ever. And I’m very glad that I didn’t give him my Facebook, or else  I’d kill myself.


That’s it for this day, pals. I hope you liked reading this stuff, and if you did, don’t be shy to share this with your friends!  Ayyy?

Oh, I have a very quick message for the readers if there are some. I’m improving this blog’s appearance this, and maybe next week and we all soon have new styyyleee heeereee. :3

Stay fab, stay in school, kids, learn new languages. And stay away from creeeeepeerrs in the internet
Lots of love, Domy xx


Guess who’s BACK! Viva la YOAIHSO!!

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It’s been almost a year since my very last entry. Million apologies are not even enough.
I had very exciting year during this non-posting-to-my-blog-that-I-have-forgotten-about year. And I can say that I had one of the best time of my life so far. (My life lasts only for 18 years 4 moths and 26 days, so yeah, its just temporary best time. I believe that I will have more later :3)

So, I don’t know where to start. again. Like I have so many crazy ideas, and I read my friend’s blog (don’t be shy to press that bold word :3) and I thought “why not?” I can concentrate on improving my English skills, and I can talk to myself here, and maybe some people really do see the mess I’m writing. Limits are just in our heads. Let’s face the fact, guys, that we all leave stuff we have begun sooner or later just because we get tired of thinking and, of course, of laziness.

This is exactly what I did almost year ago.

But hey, I came back. Why not? It will be even a challenge not to drop off this kind of mini project, that I can call “Year of preparation before heading to UK with some adventures at my home with homies” aka YOPBHTUKWSAAMHWH. LOL, just kidding. That long name could be renamed as “Senior year in high school with a lot of adventures” or simply ” You only are in high school once”  in short way YOAIHSO. Like in chinese. Say it loud and you’ll feel the inner chinese. You can add some Jackie Chan moves if you inner spirit says so. Just be careful and please do not cause any injuries around.

And getting back to new blog idea, there are no words to describe that feeling, when you finally realise you can do things over again and ideas that are bumping into my little blond hair are amazing.

I hope I will recover this blog SOONER OR LATER.
Of course sooner.

Lots of love to the people who  had read this.

Domy. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx