Sunny comeback

hello internet people. Its me. For the third time. In  a row.

IT is a big comeback, because I had an extraordinary month. It all began with surprises in school and ended with a hospital.

Are you interested? So let’s get down the rabbit hole with me.

At first, it was quite hard to begin. The last entry was on 7th September about the History classes. and yes,  I am so late that I can’t even understand why I am such  a loser and a sloth.

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School is going quite easy, quite interesting and boring. The routine is dreary there. Class after class. Homework after homework. And I am speaking not just about myself, as the seniors of the school, we are loosing our mind, because of enormous rush, a fast learning rate, high teacher’s requirements.. ARE WE ROBOTS? Like dude, come on, we don’t even have enough time for sleeping just because we are doing homework and learning stuff. We are not robots, we can’t learn everything in one week.

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me in math class.

OK that was a minute of crying, now lets talk about the adventures of mine in the hospital.

I didn’t get there by accident. IT was all planned months ago. I had a planned surgery to repair my nose, because I couldn’t breath normally. On Monday, I was operated on. It was all cool, I got a full anaesthesia, I wasn’t even nervous. My mom was more stressed than me. 😀
I woke up from that anaesthesia really easily. I was surprised why I can not breath through my lovely nose, but as incomplete mind girl I was explained that I just can’t blow my nose. And when I fully woke up, I was explained that they something did to my nose and there were two tampons in my nose, and I have to breath through the mouth.

I have spent three days in the hospital in total. I can say that food is not as bad as people say, it was even tasty and I even enjoyed it. Of course, it was boring. Time was passing by soooo slowly. But the nurses were so nice and friendly, and my doctor was a cool man. I can’t say that hospital is a horrible place.  And now you can call me crazy woman, but I kinda enjoyed being in the hospital. Even it is a boring place to be.

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And now I’m lying on a bed illuminated by the sun. I am enjoying the sun, I don’t know if I could stand the British weather, when it is cloudy most of the time. I need to get used to the cloudy days, and I practically am. But the sun is so pleasant.

Writers block are on me again. Please don’t be mad about this not really fluent text. I promise I will write better next time!

BTW HAVE YOU NOTICED MY NEW STYLE OF THE BLOG??? CREDITS ARE TO THIS GURL( she is improving her own blog style, so if you can’t enter that page, try another)


Best of wishes, see you soon!

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Writers block aka back to school for the last time??????????

Ahoy internet people,
guess who’s back! Yay it is me. YAY (it is yay, right?)

So, the past week was quite difficult to me. No, I didn’t create the new style for the blog. No, I didn’t have a really great time with my friends hanging out in some party. NO.
I WAS WRITING. a personal statement. Because I am a responsible student and I think about my future and…. who am I kidding. I am quite a failure and my PS is soo childish.

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me struggling on PS

This is why I had writers block. This statement has squeezed my brains till the last drop. It was one of the most difficult tasks in my entire life. It was so hard to write and not to copycat any other personal statement I had read before. Copying can cause you the place in whole UCAS system ( yes, I’m thinking of UK universities), because if your PS is accurate to other for more than 10% , you are out for sure.  Aaaand that shit is just hard, writing the whole thing, trying to be bright and to stay in a limit of the theme and to put yourself in short sentences.. so if you are going to the UK for your studies, and you are foreigner like me, and you haven’t started writing your personal statement yet, you need a best of luck because that stupid motivation monolog will be the pain in your butt.

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this is the most accurate picture on the internet about my goals in life

The nexxttt toping is quite sad for me.

I’m leaving school this year. This September is very last for me, because I am senior this year. Like, WOW, where I have put all of my school years, like are you for real man??? It looks like I’ve just started going to school, and this is what I’m going to do for the rest of my life. OMG I can’t imagine my future after leaving  this whole system. IT is so unknown and a bit scary thing. I have a deep feeling inside me that says ” don’t you worry guuurl, you’ll be back here next yearrr”, but then a reality strikes and I understand that holly shit, this is it. Take it or leave it.

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me feeling about school leaving

I’m so childish, I don’t count myself as a responsible adult, I want to be free and jump around and do silly thiiiings. Senior year, that is smashing reality. When did I grow up? like, 12 years from 18 I have spent in school, this is where I spent my 2/3 years of my life. This is where I had not so very first love, first broken heart, a lot of happy moments ( especially in high school/gymnasium. Secondary school was full of bullies and bullying and a lot of crying), a lot of disappointments, this is where I knew what are real people. I SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE STRUGGLING WITH MATH HERE.

And now, *boom* I have to become a responsible  and serious adult within one year. THAT is impossible. I’ll never be serious adult just like Taylor Swift is never ever getting back together with Harry Styles.

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So this is it. I’m so thankful to all of you, who are reading this kinda blog. And before saying bye bye, I want to put a quotation from Bryan Adams song “Here I Am”, because it perfectly fits this whole situation with school and stuff.

Here we are we’ve just begun
And after all this time our time has come
Ya here we are still goin’ strong
Right here in the place where we belong


Stay fab fellas, enjoy the moment you live in!!

Domy. xoxooooxxooo

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