where are my homework? What is the sleep for?

heyyyy internet people, this is me again.

Sorry about the silence I’ve caused, but I started going to school. For the 12th and yet the last time. I thought, that like we will be smashed by homework and I won’t have any spare time, and English lesson will bang me. But I WAS WRONG THREE TIMES  in  A ROW.  I just had one logarithmic equation to solve, one English reading to do and a page of English grammar to finish.

If it is going to be so easy, I won’t complain how hard school is. Because, so far, it isn’t. And it is weird. I had prepared myself to get down to the studies and booooom no studies so far. Buuuuuuuuuut I would like to add, that I’m having History check-test of the Middle Ages. BUT NO COMPLAINING, I loooove History, I could have 20 lessons per day and I would still love it. History is in my heart and blood. Forevaaaah<333. and history memes are the best, though, because only people, who know history, can understand them, and it is so funny. 😀

NOTE: I don’t want to offend anyone. This is just for the joke and a bit of black humour that I love. All pictures are taken from google images search, and I don’t own any of them. Be happy and have some fun :3

50c3c8f4c3a6d445a3a3a404e4041226 history-is-fun_o_2380591  Throws-party-for-12-people tumblr_m2lt6yRlN31rs1x9mo1_400 imagestumblr_mdne29eDdU1rlsts8o1_400   Okay, So this is how this week has passed. And the top should have been the our town 511th birthday’s celebration on Friday and the concert in the evening. BUT then hell knows what happened. I was with my friends, we had a quite good time, but then I saw earrings and I needed money form my parents, and I couldn’t call them because of the lack of phone service, I was so frustrated, that I called one of my best friend in not very good way. ( if you are reading this, I am very sorry, I even have the sorry present for you). I even smashed my phone. stuped me. I deserve a flip-flop punch to my head. ( yes, I love to watch some vine videos 😀 ). So, anyway, I found my parents, and they have bought me the earrings, but suddenly, when I was happily walking away back to my friends, they started to call me back. I asked why. And they said that they want ME to DRIVE them TO the BALL outside THE CITY and to DRIVE them BACK home IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. Oh, don’t forget that the next day we were supposed to dig potatoes. Guess who did not sleep at all? 2122965_orig

ME, haha, nope. I wanted to cry then.

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okay, I just wanted to express myself to someone, even if I don’t know you. I just wanted to talk. with myself. because nobody will listen to me, because I have no friends to chat with now. or they are mad at me. or hell knows what happened to them. or they are too busy being happy and I don’t want bother them with my inside conflicts and stupid thoughts. Anyway, I am better now.

Forever alone team strikes again!

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So, despite the fact that this week was “what the hell is happening to my life” week, I am very glad that tonight, I finally had a wonderful sleep. I am very curious what will the next week bring to me. THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND!


So this is it, fellas. Stay cool, stay tight. Search for your friends. Sleep well.

Domy. xx

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Writers block aka back to school for the last time??????????

Ahoy internet people,
guess who’s back! Yay it is me. YAY (it is yay, right?)

So, the past week was quite difficult to me. No, I didn’t create the new style for the blog. No, I didn’t have a really great time with my friends hanging out in some party. NO.
I WAS WRITING. a personal statement. Because I am a responsible student and I think about my future and…. who am I kidding. I am quite a failure and my PS is soo childish.

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me struggling on PS

This is why I had writers block. This statement has squeezed my brains till the last drop. It was one of the most difficult tasks in my entire life. It was so hard to write and not to copycat any other personal statement I had read before. Copying can cause you the place in whole UCAS system ( yes, I’m thinking of UK universities), because if your PS is accurate to other for more than 10% , you are out for sure.  Aaaand that shit is just hard, writing the whole thing, trying to be bright and to stay in a limit of the theme and to put yourself in short sentences.. so if you are going to the UK for your studies, and you are foreigner like me, and you haven’t started writing your personal statement yet, you need a best of luck because that stupid motivation monolog will be the pain in your butt.

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this is the most accurate picture on the internet about my goals in life

The nexxttt toping is quite sad for me.

I’m leaving school this year. This September is very last for me, because I am senior this year. Like, WOW, where I have put all of my school years, like are you for real man??? It looks like I’ve just started going to school, and this is what I’m going to do for the rest of my life. OMG I can’t imagine my future after leaving  this whole system. IT is so unknown and a bit scary thing. I have a deep feeling inside me that says ” don’t you worry guuurl, you’ll be back here next yearrr”, but then a reality strikes and I understand that holly shit, this is it. Take it or leave it.

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me feeling about school leaving

I’m so childish, I don’t count myself as a responsible adult, I want to be free and jump around and do silly thiiiings. Senior year, that is smashing reality. When did I grow up? like, 12 years from 18 I have spent in school, this is where I spent my 2/3 years of my life. This is where I had not so very first love, first broken heart, a lot of happy moments ( especially in high school/gymnasium. Secondary school was full of bullies and bullying and a lot of crying), a lot of disappointments, this is where I knew what are real people. I SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE STRUGGLING WITH MATH HERE.

And now, *boom* I have to become a responsible  and serious adult within one year. THAT is impossible. I’ll never be serious adult just like Taylor Swift is never ever getting back together with Harry Styles.

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So this is it. I’m so thankful to all of you, who are reading this kinda blog. And before saying bye bye, I want to put a quotation from Bryan Adams song “Here I Am”, because it perfectly fits this whole situation with school and stuff.

Here we are we’ve just begun
And after all this time our time has come
Ya here we are still goin’ strong
Right here in the place where we belong


Stay fab fellas, enjoy the moment you live in!!

Domy. xoxooooxxooo

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